Getting the nerve..

When i was 15, almost 16, I had to get the nerve to call the boy that I've had a secret crush on for a few months. It was really hard for me to do it but when I finally got the nerve to do it my phone was ringing and I didn't have to worry for a few more minutes. I answered the phone and to my surprise it was him, Brendan. I was so excited because then I thought to myself "maybe I have a chance with him now that I know he kinda likes me even as a friend." Even though he was calling me to get my best friends phone number I don't care because he called me. Things could change and you never knew where things go. Well needless to say he and my best friend didn't really work out, actually they never even dated but from that day on my life had changed. I can remember that day just like it was yesterday and now it has been almost four years since. He and I are together and we are the happiest couple around (well that is what is in my mind and that is what I would like to think). We rarely ever fight, and we still enjoy eachothers company. I love him with all my heart and deep down even though I don't like to admit it I would love to get the opportunity to spend the rest of my life with him. But for now as long as I am with him and we both love eachother I don't care. We will have to wait and see what happens in the future.